aw man because he is sleeping on my back i am in the most uncomfortable position ever. i can’t do anything, so i may as well go to sleep
kitten fell asleep on my back while i was watching avatar
sometimes i wonder what people think of me irl and on the internet. like their first impressions and what kind of person i come off as. idk it’s actually something i think about a lot. people i meet irl probably get a completely different impression of me than people on tumblr. not that i care that much about what people think of me, i’m just curious.
things i am scared of doing:
- ordering food in a restaurant
- walking down a busy high street on my own
- talking to people on the phone
- asking for help in a shop
- meeting new people
- being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know
the future looks bright for me
(via fawningly)
ok i’ve decided to use this as an actual personal blog with actual personal things
kinda like a diary to keep my head in order
i actually think i will never get a boyfriend
but not in a whiny teenager like “waaah i’m too socially awkward and shit no one will ever like me” way
i just think i’m too retarded and overly cautious
but idgaf anyway i got my cats thats all i need
my life’s a mess atm (not really that much)
so, since i get a day off tomorrow because i don’t do maths (holla) it is going to be amber, sort out your life day!
i will:
- clean my room
- sort out my clothes
- catch up on homework and other assessments
- wake up early and go to bed at a reasonable time
- stop eating bad foods
- and start doing exercise
it’s not like i’ll actually do all those things but i feel that if i write it down i’ll be more inclined to do it ^__^
